anyways back to the present,lmao. my mum just fell off the stairs,:'(not funny tho,early morning struggg.....sighhhhh hard to believe but the struggle has been on for 5 years now

lost my dad at age 14,lol yeahhhh that's random,not the first,heard even worse cases,but losing him at that age caused me so many things,I have done things I never imagined I would do....there was no one to caution me,scold me or even advice me,i have a mother but I turned deaf ears to her,i did say once that my dad was better alive than she.. I practically destroyed our relationship. I was only 15,a year after my dad left,he was moreee like a family friend,so supportive,kind and all you can think of,it happened that I was his favourite,I was the only one he called to ask of mum,didn't tthink it was strange because he was my uncle&mentor... but life isn't fair,I shouldn't have visited him that faithful day NOVEMBER 2 2010,2:37pm!!! I felt my world grumble right in front of me,I died that day,don't know how but I was still alive....*smiles* told no one........